Cold Flame : Redirection

 Hey , don ‘ t run away

Let ‘ s make a runway

Let ‘ s be a show

I have something to show

We have somewhere to go

Three times the distance was short

Between you and me , it hurt

I was ready not to be steady and to go

To wrap you in my hug , o-ou

Your wall is so high to crawl

My moods are too deep to flow

I try to get it under control

But it always gets out of control

You – there , I am here

We are going nowhere

My heart asks daily : Where ?

Where and how are you over there ?

 Your voodoo vibe is damn right

I could be tight to it every night

My brain, my energy and my soul

Are watching you like an owl

Your moves and thoughts in the media world

Keep me going and still leave me so cold

One day when I am old

I won ‘ t reminisce about this as untold

I look for visual connections

To feed my illusionistic affections

The play is everyday on my display

Subliminal messaging is what I say

This story from almost two years ago

When you came , you saw and decided to go

The way you saw grabbed me too strong

Till today I couldn ‘ t let go

No idea how is your love world

I would like to know if you have a girl

Just say and I will leave you alone

‘ Cuz there is no strength to go on

What I heard and what I saw

The reactions from them to you close

Those were warnings for me not to come close

Forbidding body language against my overdose

Honestly that has been already done

You yourself made it clear that I have to step out

Through your rudeness that my night out

The conversation was clear enough

My assumption is also my ban

I assume that she is the one

She is a beautiful woman , hun

The type you are font of , Mann

I wish I was pinched everyday by a swan

To wake me up from this dream like a gun

My church clears my mind now

My God keeps me from these heights down

I know I screwed it already up

I should have said to my ego shut up

Last time we were near I opened a gap

This gap has no navigation , has no map

I hoped you would help me to get to you ASAP

‘ Cuz my ability to talk to someone I like is crap

Let ‘ s leave it undone

Let ‘ s say this is the best what was done

Those few minutes we ever have talked

Clouds were where during your talk I walked

Not that I didn ‘ t listen to what you talked

You simply put my insanity back in the dock

Being around you is a church

Peace , joy , safety and no need for a search

Your presence – the safest place on earth

These moments were always highly worth

I know I have already lost you

I know she already has got you

Despite I am glad to see you

Whenever I meet and greet you

The time is flowing

I am observing , without much about you knowing

These observations are mostly annoying

This is just an habitual doing

The fear of disappointment is always so near

I feel my powers do disappear

I am in a need for a lively cheer

Maybe even from you , cavalier

I am hurt , but you go on

‘ Cuz you remember you first love and so on

I ‘ ve never meant any disturbance or harm

I simply wanted to walk under your arm

My caprice brought me so far

Now I am in this city with a scar

Yes , you inspired me to change the scenario of my star

Yes , you are the reason all is left behind in that Alcazar

I don ‘ t think that you care

Otherwise everything wouldn ‘ t be documented right here

There is a plenty of better girls out there

How could I dare to think that you care ?

Girls : all who know you for who you are

All who talk to you bravely , superstar

All who follow you from far, far, far

All who know you from your status on their radar

Now I also know who you are

What I didn ‘ t that July ‘ s night in the rúã

I didn ‘ t know who you were in the world out there

Only your look , your eyes and your vibe was in the air

No excuse , explanation from my side for this care

No theory , simply natural reaction I dare

I am proud there was no love affair

We didn ‘ t break that fine line , I swear

If the fact about you were clear

I wouldn ‘ t even bother you my dear

You came and knocked me out for years

If I only could mention the score of my tears

Not only me is that broken girl

From what I’ve seen there are few more

Why the walk in that direction was such a war ?

You only wanted to get a beautiful girl

This frozen blue flame

Has made me all these months too lame

I have to go on , I have to hold on

Now I am fragile and worn

No sugar life , through this whole dawn

My life is supposed to be back on a green lawn

Family , kids is what I am about to watch on my show

This is what should go nicely out of control

 My addiction to you , Mister Du

Will disappear one day like an adieu

I wish you all what you have deserved

I take my love away and go on reserved

One day does not mean soon

I will continue my dreamy walk on the Moon

I ‘ ll get a plaster for this disaster

And I hope you are a good-for-her-master 。

As simple as from a simple me

London

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